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Thursday, October 22, 2020

6:30 AM

I was in the nothing. 

Lost in nothingness. 

Not a blackness. 

Not a sensation.

Not an emptiness.

A nothing.

Nothing. A word to say in my head. 

I was unready to leave the nothing with nothing when distantly, then slamming, my crispy phone alarm.

"let me stay!!" I'd say. 

Until I can say no more, 

quickly I twisted, turned. Silence.

Eyes half-open.  

Begged and bartered with myself, all the reasons to return

to the nothing.

But nothing could be done.

Everything, every argument, 

made more sense than the nothing.

And that's one sad thing. 

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