I need a quick place to rant, so here goes.

"I'll just talk randomly here as motivation. Don't even respond to me ok. Not even this message.

I'm a Theravada Buddhist.

And I love English.

Except, I can't just take English.

I have to take everything else.

ughhh

and sometimes, it used to be rarely but

lately I feel like my life here in America isn't my life

it's lead by stupid rules

that others before have set in stone

i feel caged

especially here, at DeBakey.

I have to force myself to stay up.

To stay awake.

Why though?

Why do I even bother?

Why do you even bother?

What makes us both stay up against exhaustion.

I don't even know.

Sometimes, I wish I lived on an island.

At least, I knew that my life was mine.

People make it complicated.

People make too many rules"

...

My exact thoughts on a late night conversation with a good old friend who was willing to listen. *sigh*

(More posts to come soon. Don't worry people who actually read my stuff.) 

- That girl.

:)