(Just Life with Ngoc): Episode 7.5 - Total Nonsense: Episode 7's After Party WITH SABA

Dear readers, you!

You guys are in for a treat this week. While this post may lack any real drama and boy talk, we are still talking about relationships. So I stop here. The rest of the post will be a combination of our voices. Her name? Saba. (not her real name, remaining anon.)  

Saba’s long rant *sigh*: Honestly I only have ½ of a relationship to share and even then that was a cringe middle school memory. Lesson learned: DON'T GET INVOLVED WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE 23787823 EX-GIRLFRIENDS. If this person knows who he is and is reading this (N: don’t worry, he isn’t. My blog is THAT bad.) , you were(n't) bad. I mean, I probably did have mutual feelings?? (I’m capable of emotions????what???? ) Anyway an explanation for him: I think I’ve recently found out I’m demisexual (meaning it’s hard for me to feel emotional attachments, romantically)

N: My lord, we’re already in like, a quarter into this and I’ve realized all of this is entirely about drama and boy talk and sending messages to our "ex-lovers" via blog for the just in case situation. x'D I’ve basically lied to everybody in that intro paragraph. Consider this the first time I’ve ever lied to ye faithful readers. BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING LESBIANS SABA? WEREN’T WE A THINGGGGG?!!?

S: Sorry Ngoc, I don't see you in that way.

N: TOO BAD. :( You're missing out honey.

S: & Second lesson learned: Stop worrying too much about relationships. Like we’re all a bunch of stupid teenagers. Lol.

@Ngoc - even if that guy did say he liked you back, then what? Nothing really would have happened, right?

N: @Saba - yes ma’am. I would’ve ran away either way. But Saba, you’ve got booty. You don’t need to run away.

S: Girl the guy I mentioned above confessed to me and gave me a rose and I just looked at him LOL.

N: OH MY GOD. FOR REAL!? DAYUM. I was basically in his place. x’DDD Sans rose. GOTTA GO NOW. GOTTA GO CHANGE OUT OF PE CLOTHES.

S: Wow this makes me realize how crappy a person I am…..

N: You aren’t. If anything, explain to the audience why the hell you and him weren’t a thing. This is the public domain. Might as well have a sexy reason why you said “Naw.”

Continual of Saba’s (sexy) rant: LOL. Because a friend of mine liked him. But tbh that wasn’t the only reason. I kinda forgot.  

But let's talk about the real issue here:

Worrying about the future. Honestly I worry too much. Personal goal for junior year: live a little. Like I would enjoy going out with my friends once a week.

Here's my bucket list for the summer

• Get my drivers license #1
• Get that summer body *wink wank wonk*
• Lmao that not happening

Ok idk where this is going

Most importantly probably raise my self esteem bc my algebra 2 teacher is not doing that for me. He HIGHkey has kim jong un’s hair cut.

N: That man. Smh.

S: MY MIND IS EVERYWHERE LOL

PEACE OUT

SABA

N: And that was Saba for you. (But honest to god. If Saba were a dude though, if she were a dude, I WOULD HAVE SANG HER SONNETS IN THE MOONLIGHT AND ADVANCED ON HER LIKE A KITTY. BUT NOOOOOO. She just HAD to be born a female child.) x’D Well, I guess this episode was probably for me to have a fun conversation with Saba here, but ayyy, I hope you guys enjoyed something frivolous and perhaps borderline easy going here after that sad and overly dramatic episode 7. I really am sorry for being so… serious for that episode but, it was late. Who am I to be blamed, eh? Anyways, I guess this conversation, if you’ve grasped anything, serves to show one of two things. Girls are crazy at this age, the age of hormonal disruption. And second, vent all that you are with a good friend sometime. It's really fun. It's just really fun to look back and laugh at yourself with someone that's close to you. Someone you trust. x'D I mean, you've witnessed THIS much, am I right? Why not vent all out, like a... like an... air conditioner.

*insert that drum noise where a bad joke was made*

PEACE OUT

NGOC + SABA


P.S. All three episodes have been back to back for some odd reason. I guess, tons of good stuff to write have just poured in, ending with THIS episode. Don't worry. No more lovey dovey stuff from inexperienced moi in the future if I can stop myself. Future episodes will be focused on advice and real life. And with that said, we are now back on schedule, with a new episode every two to three days or perhaps consecutively if I can't help myself.

Do expect an episode this FRIDAY! Stay tuned my little chickens...