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Sunday, July 14, 2013

(Ngoc from the future says this post is very self-exploratory.)

Dear Readers,
   I haven't been on Google+ lately, because my computer broke down so I'm using my Kindle Fire. I'm going  on vacay for four weeks in my homeland. Sooo..
   Oke, so recently my family is struggling with cooperation. My parents have been constantly arguing about the packing, the tickets, what we do when we get there, stuff like that. It's a headache. My little sister doesn't 'care.' And I'm also in a struggle trying to calm both sides to only see the heat rub off on me. People are complicated things, really. ''The more I know about people, the more I like my dog.'' I forgot who said the actual quote or if the quote is the  original though I can totally relate to it. When I think about it, a family is something to stand on before stepping up on your own. When I need people most, shouldn't my family be there? No, they aren't. And sorry guys, that was all from my diary... no need for that crap anymore... hehe
   So here's a tip to get smarter? Oke, try laughing more. It calms, relaxes you which is  really healthy. And over the last month I was deciding between watching Pink Panther one or two. Watch comedies. This might sound a bit absurd, but you won't regret trying to watch Three's Company, I think. That's the title. Three's Company. It's kinda 1980-ish. The more you laugh the  better. It's actually helped, laughing yoga, epic awesomeness.
  Sorry for talking all over the place, but I'm trying to summarize as best I could?  Lately, I've  been trying to figure who I am. It seems like I still don't know. What purpose do I have for this world? What am I meant to be? Who is this Ngoc? But of course, I don't get a reply. That's just for time to let me figure out. But what if I don't? I used to be so sure of myself, what I wanted to do. Maybe I was just being a kid. Saying anything to please my parents. Maybe, there is no Ngoc Khoa Nguyen. it's definitely sweet dreams that I have to live off of. Sweet dreams Ngoc. Tomorrow is another day for more figuring.